If you really feel sorry
You have to find me
The one who I just push away
from me as you wished
If not, then its your decision
You can still see me
But not the one who you knew
I do blame you this time
For "me loosing me".
I am started to afraid to saying anything any further to you
I dont know
It feels like I never say anything right
Feeeling, work, us
I keep doing wrong
Sometimes I think, am I really this stupid or am I look that stupid in front of you?
We will never mean to hurt each other
But I just cant find how to say or do something without make you feel bad
These days, I keep asking myself, why am I always have to explained anything
Am I really doing everything wrong?
Just like really everything?
You dont like my silent
My words neither
So what should I do?
Am I talking too much? Again?
I am scared
. I am here
What about tomorrow
. I cant, but you still can see me. I ll call you
I know. Thank you. But how about my 3am nitemare
1 claps claps 4 claps 6 7 8 9 10
you lost count,
it has no fun when you play alone,
1 sheep sheep 4 sheep 6 7 8 9 10
Why should it be unavailable
Because having 2 sleepless persons are not good. Let the other one safe and sound.
Can I not go to office tomorrow? Can I not going anywhere?
Aku sedang tak ingin ramai
Tapi tak ingin sepi
Aku sedang menginginkan sepi
Tapi tak ingin sendiri
Aku sedang ingin sendiri
Tapi ingin kau disini
I see someone passing by my window seconds ago. But I know it is a hallucination. Because my thick curtain prevent me to seeing anything outside.
I hear something again from the outside
I am sacred
And you re not here
And I cant see you
Sometimes, we should face our agony by ourselves.
Sometimes, we just cant
But are you not here?
Why you dont want to stay by my side everytime I am like this.
Why cant I said this words without getting your anger?
It so lonely
But also crowded
Hey, how are you?
*still has no answered*